Masturbation fantasies: Amanda, queen of the peep show

He wasn't ugly, not a hunk but of average height and build. He more or less regularly went to the gym, had nice hair, just a bit of a crooked nose from a c***dhood incident but nothing terrible. However, he never really connected with any girl, not in high school, not in college. It's just, his priorities were others, and he was a bit shy while girls usually liked boisterous dudes.

But things got to a point recently where he felt tormented by sexual thoughts: maybe it was too much work, maybe it was seeing his friends have hot girlfriends while he remained single, but he really felt the need to get to know a girl...closer. He felt less and less interest in porn and wanted to do things with a real woman. However, he really felt everything concerning the female world was too much work, and he already had a hard job to do. The only recourse had to be a paid girl. Since he was too scared at the moment to go with a prostitute (he was sure he would embarrass himself, or maybe he would catch some STD given his luck...) the option that was left to him was basically only one: go to the local peep show he found on internet and get a private dance from a live girl.

And so he there he was, past the guy near the register who gave him an uninterested look as he went in, past the dildos, sex dolls and customers minding their own business and finally into the cabin area. After a large door he found a bifurcated corridor, with neon signs indicating that one direction led to the public shows cabins where a girl danced for all customers present, while the other led to the private shows. He took a deep breath, prepared to go in this last direction, but then he began to be assailed by doubts: he, by himself, alone with one girl? He knew he would cum immediately as soon as he saw her tits, and then she would then tell the others girls after work, and they would laugh at him. No, it was better to go to the public ones, he felt safer knowing he was just one of the guys, he could test the waters so to speak, get used to the feeling.