Becoming Alanna Part 1

In minutes i was clearly high and laughing quietly to myself for no reason in particular. "Sooooo buddy" she said in a high voice, "tell me, you got a girlfriend or something, or what, no your too young to be gay" she laughed. "No I don’t have one" I said quietly, shocked back into the reality of my blatantly pathetic social existence. "I don’t really get any girls... in fact I almost look like a girl" I said in an irritated and self-deprecating tone. "Hey, there’s nothing wrong with that" Samantha said to me, with a nearly knowing look in her eye. "Some boys just have femmy bodies, it’s not their fault”. “And you know what" she said looking me in the eye; "if they want they can capitalize on that seemingly unfair abnormality and turn it into a greater plus than they could have ever imagined".

"What the hell are you talking about" I giggled looking at her. "Well, my salon, it’s not just for girls per say.... it’s also for boys who want to be girls". She sat there silent trying to gauge my response. I didn’t know what to say or think. I had truly never even considered that such a thing happened in real life. I had seen pictures of shemales on the internet and read stories about them, but it almost seemed inconceivable that those girls got to where they are by starting out as little boys just like me. I hesitated but soon found it impossible to resist. "So...so do boys come to you often, have you done it before?" "Ok to be honest with you, yes I have done it before, it’s one of the other reasons I got kicked out of school. But I have a relationship with what we would call feminization or sissification which goes beyond the lives of others…. I was a little boy just like you. One day about 8 years ago….when i was 12, I had to go live with my uncle. He sissified me and made me into the girl I am today. He put me on hormone treatment, groomed me, and trained me. She giggled, you’re lucky, not all of us can have naturally feminine features, and some of us need to take pills". "So you, you have a penis" I stammered. "Yes she said".